Invisible

I am so ready for this semester to be over. I just need to get away from Charlotte for a while. I just don't want to be here anymore. I wish I was spending this summer in ENGLAND, rather than next summer.
I'm just tired of opening myself up to people and then they let me down like always. Zack and I decided to give things other shot, what the hell was I thinking...that's just it-I wasn't! So he came over the other night and we talked, watched a movie, and it was like nothing ever happened between us. Now, I swear he's fucking bi-polar because he won't talk to me. Whatever I'm over it. I can't let someone like him get in the way. I just really need a decent guy to walk into my life, but as pessimistic as it sounds, I'm not going to hold my breath.
On a happier note, I got an internship which I'm pretty excited about, and I found out I'm spending next summer in England! I am so excited-like I said I wish I was going this summer, but it gives me something to look forward to. Speaking of this summer, I think I'm going back to Wake Forest for a while, then spending the summer at the beach, and of course going to NYC for a week or so. I honestly have no reason to be in Charlotte anymore, except school.
Well I probably should get to work on some of these papers...

"All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances. And one man in his time plays many parts. " ::Shakespeare, As You Like It, Act II, Scene VII::